beyond hoping's very fears

I have another job interview this Monday. I am very uncertain about it, and knowing myself, would not be the least bit shocked if two hours prior to the interview, I decide to stay and cuddle with my books instead.

Fear.

Isn't it amazing how we manage to lie even to our selves? This is what prevents us from growth and progression.

Dare to dream.

I tell myself all the time, yet every time I am confronted by a steep cliff, I am too afraid to take the leap.

Doubts and uncertainty.

When did I lose hope in myself and the potential within me?


I want to start my own home based dugsi.

I want

I want

I wish

I hope….beyond hoping's very fears.